pardon me

I've been totally forgotten
by this unruly world
all this things that makes me happy
suddenly dissapear

why can't it be fair
why is that everything
possible seems so
impossible

is it me?
or is there something
that i've done to deserve
this kind of cruelty?

im not perfect
though im not stupid enough
to think that people around me
take me for granted!

all of you
you despise me!
your tormenting me
every single day!

pardon me if I'm
acting like a jerk
but that's how i feel!
that's what i really feel!

I'm so stupid!
I'm so pathetic!
I'm a total jerk!
An A**hole!

i don't need your pity!
i don't need your comfort!
i don't need your attention!
but what i need is your understanding!

shame of me!
how can you understand
a miserable soul
that doesn't want to be understand?!

stupid!
nothing really makes sense at all!
I'm so pissed off!
I'm so worn out!

I'm broke..