bored..:-/

d2 kmi sa ERS ngaun
wala lng..nag reresearch ung ibang clasmates ko
ako? kung ano2 lng ang ginagawa ko..
bored na bored n ko kya blog
n lng ang inatupag ko...
kanina nagkita kmi..wala lng..
wala lng tlg...
parang wala lng...
wala nmn tlg...
pag sa telepono ang dal2 nmin
pag nagkikita kmi wala lng..
natatawa tuloy ako...
na naiinis...
ewan...
gulo tlg...


Current Feeling: bored at naiinis

painful...:(

im getting sick and tired of this...
you're taking me for granted!
have you not realized the pain your causing me right now?
i can't bear this pain...
this is much worst than before...
you're really killing me...
for how long will you keep on doing this to me?!
you are so unfair!
after all those things i've said...and YOU said?!!!
after all those goodnight sleeps?!
after making me feel that you feel the same way as i do?!
after making me happy and feel important?!
i thought that that would be the start of a happy
story of my life but then i was wrong...

i know i don't have the right to get angry at you or
demand anything from you...im not asking for all
your attention but what i just want is even just a
single "hi" or "hello" by that i would know
if i have even a single WORTH for you...

or am I??

i guess all those things that happened before
was just all part of a dream....YES, A VERY NICE DREAM!
but now i have woked up from what i thought
a fairy tale DREAM!
now i know fairytales will be just mere fairy tales...
they aren't true!
and never will come true!

but then i have no regrets of telling every details
of what i really feel for you that very interesting morning
of Otubre 25 2005...

and all the succeding days after that...

but for now...

I hate you! I really do!

and Im Sorry....

"God this is getting more and more complicated...pls help me..."

:(

1st day dilema...

hay grabe ang first day!
kakapgod!
wala nmn kming halos ginawa nun
kundi ang tumunganga sa harap ng prof
at pagkatpos i-dismiss
tutunganga nanamn sa kubo
at hihintaying ugatin at mamunga
ng kakahintay ng susunod na subject...

unang subject: Catering Management Laboratory

wala kming ginawa kundi ang sapilitang makinig
sa walang kakwenta-kwentang mga "policies"
ng dakila naming propessora!
halos makatulog n nga ako sa walng tigil nyang
pagdadada sa unahan ng mga saliwa nyang mga "batas laboratoryo!"
kala mo kung cnong magaling!
nakakagigil sya! napaka inconsiderate ng mga
"policies" n ipinagmamalaki nyang sya daw ang may gawa!
dapat hindi policies ang tawag dun kundi
"FALACIES!"
wala kang kwentang prof!
hanggang salita k lng! puro k lng hangin! pwe!
(malamng sa mga makakabasa nito na tga "samin"
alam niyo n kung cno ang tinutukoy ko!)

hoy nasan k n b? ha?
may balak k bng magparamdam? ha?
nakalimutan m n b ang mga pinagusapn ntin?
sana nmn hindi...
kc...

ouch! :-(

2 days b4 class...Ü

this has been one heck of a day!
kakapagod mag-enrol!
dagdag p ang sobrang init!
pero ayos lng..
masaya nmn ako kc...

nkapag-enrol na nga ko!!!

hay sobrang saya tlg!
sana magtuloy-tuloy n toh...

pagod ako pero eto't nakainternet
pa rin ako..
kakatapos ko nga lng magbabad e
kaya latang-lata n tlg katawan ko!
madali akong makakatulog nito mamaya...

oist nga pla musta k na?
ok k p b?
miss n kita...
hehehe...

current feeling: so damn tired but happy! ^____^

this is so good to be true! ^____^

i am so happy!!!!
so damn happy!!!!
you have no idea!!!
words are not enough to express how happy i am ryt now
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!